My Dirty Habit

Ok, I recently started smoking…
I HATE IT but cannot stop it… I hate it! I started last Monday… I dont know what the hell possessed me to do it, I was just having the shittest night EVER! I did it and it just made me feel a bit better, I didnt think it would catch on like it did, now I cant stop… It was only just like 5 before I was addicted but apparently that’s all it can take… I dont want to do it it’s just hard… I will quit oneday…
It’s so weird, I was ALWAYS so against it… I hated it so much and hated when anyone did… But look whos the hippicrit… Grrr!
Fuck it!

ADIOS!

One Response to “My Dirty Habit”

  1. There is no “one day” with quitting cigs……you just don’t smoke anymore cause that is the only way you can be a nonsmoker again. I hope you do stop because smokers really suck.

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